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Umm .. I’m Monique.
Damn ! It feels good to be a Gangsta !
I’m Loud . I suck @ math .I’m nosey , but you love it . I <3 gay guys . I WILL be famous one day , so get your autograph now … lol jk . I’m scared to drive . I think *NSYNC is way better than BSB . I think your jealous SG owns my heart . I love my BF and his curly fro . I love Cali but I haven’t been yet . And my idols consist of : Jeffree Star ,Bettie Paige, Paris Hilton , Quinne Suicide , Betsey Johnson , Tila , Yoko Ono, Kelly Osbourne ,Janis Joplin ,Carmen Electra and Marilyn Monroe . Haha you love me , you just don’t know it yet .
the likes
Fashion/ The Food Network / Joshua my baby doll / Animals/ Make-up/ Taco Bell / Ballet / Suicide Girls / Sewing / Jews / Kissing/ Purses / Betsey Johnson / Hello Kitty / Dancing / Hazel eyes / Hip bones/ Snapple ice tea/ Your mom / Piercing / Cosmetology / Heatherette Clothing / LV ..Chanel .. Melie Bianco..Nicky Hilton ..and Bulga handbags and purses / The 60’s / Boobs / Porn / Tattoos / Music /Drummers/ Old muscle cars / Serial Killers / Camera whoring / Pin-up models / Vintage clothing and girls/ Clips for my hair /
the dislikes
Shit talkers/ Bugs / Lame music / Fake designer handbags / Stuck up people / Homophobic people / Sun / Boring movies / Siblings/ Cars ( code words )/ Bitches / Being yelled at / Liars / Chocolate / Dogs & cats without homes / Stinky animals / Being fat / Cheaters / Loud Black girls / Boys who smell / Sports / Straight edge people who preach about it / Eggs /
songs
"Separate Ways (Worlds Apart) " by Journey
"Deceptacon" by Le Tigre
"Fuck the Pain away" by Peaches
"Love is a Battlefield" by Pat Benatar
The WHOLE Bad For Good Album by Scorpions
"Aces High" by Iron Maiden
"Fight the good Fight" by Triumph
"Waiting for a girl like you " by Forigner
"Beating Heart Baby" by Head Automatica
"Filthy and Gorgeous" by Scissor Sisters
"Limelight " by Rush
"Renegade" by STYX
"Hotel California" by The Eagles
"Wannabe" by Spice Girls
"Pretty Lush" by Glassjaw
the links
Suicide Girls
MY SPACE SUCKA
Bme Piercings
Burning Boys
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If I had a huge ship like Noah's Ark , I would def be over there saving all the animals .
I have more of a heart for animals then people .
Forgive me , but they need our help too .
The Humane Society
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[8.15.05 @ 10:25pm] |
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This Sophie girl def needs to die !
Her party wasnt as great as the ones on last season . Her mom didnt do shit to her for her to be treating her like utter shit .All her mom is doing is spoiling her with chanel glasses , a huge ass Juicy purse ( the size of montana) ,almost got her a Betsey Johnson dress ( too bad she was too fat to like the way any of them fit) , buying her a NON used car that she wanted , buying her a $10,000 styelist, bringing her bed and breakfast , then taking her fat ass to Dunkin Donuts ...even tho she prolly could go her whole life without ever eating 1 again since shes so fat .Haha her mom needed to get her a new car becasue she needed 1 low enough for her damn gut to fit under the steering wheel . UH she made my tummy hurt ! Her voice is really annoying , she has an acne prob ( that she def can get fixed since she has so much money),shes too fat for her damn desginer clothes ,her tits are larger than my head and they disgust me , she needs to invest in a hair straightner, and shes not hot at all ...even tho she thinks shes beyond the shit !
From what I hear no1 really likes her ...not her brother , her butler , her maid, or her friends . But who can like some1 who is that fucking bitchy and fugly !
She annoyed me to the point where i needed to vent lmao .
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Wtf ,school is starting way too soon and im not happy about this at all . Maybe id be a lil more excited about ym Senior year if I had passed my damn taks test things . I failed two and still have to pass them . Because of them ill be a senior for like 5 more years lol . Poor me . I need a damn job more than ever now because I need a job for work program and because i need money so I can buy ALL the makeup I want . And cause i need spending money for NY . Gah . If only I was 18 ! Hmm Laguna Beach is back up and it excites me in my pants .. haha . Ive been a bum since like sunday morning . I dont want to get dressed and i dont want to wash my hair till I go to Josh's on friday . I hate dresscode ! I better have cool teahcers so i can get away with not wearing it . Ive only done like a wee bit of school shopping so far . Im going to order the rest prolly after school starts . If i were rich id be so effin happy . Oh well . So anyways I went to that Enthos show with Joshua the other day . It was alright I guess . I had some fun . It was hot and way smelly in there lol . But i got to chill with kenneth and abel for a bit . Haha we watched people sing Kareoke at Crawdaddy's ///that was hilarious . We seriously need to go do that 1 day . I finally got to meet Survey and Louis . They were real nice . After the show we went to Cole park and they decided to climb onto the ampha theater . I got up there all on my own i was real proud ! The only bad thing was when i got down and Abel was tryin to catch me .. lol I got my finger stuck in this thing and it hurt real bad .My best friend ring thing with cilla broke it sucked ! I was real sad .. i almost cried . We had that ring for a whole year and now its gone ..grr sorry cill :( Umm the next night I finally got to hang out with kenny . I we watched a movie that omar had already seen lol . And then we hot tubbed it and got in his pool thing . that was fun except the masquitos . ANyways ... I finally got to spend the night at the beach ! It was really fun . Josh and i were ready lol . I go hit on by a drunk guy at circle K and it was kinda funny . Josh and I got there like real early compared to cill and Jason . They had like 450289681904 people with them for Jasons Party so aI told them to keep the party thign far away from us . So while thier lil party thing was getting crashed by cops josh and i just chilled by ourselves listening to music in out lil chairs by the fire . It was cute . I was pissed casue both him and cilla saw shooting stars and not me . PUH ! Oh well we had muchos fun .When the party thing was finally over with jason and cill set up thier tent next to us and we just chilled till like 530 . Cilla and I went on an adventure with out flashlight and we found a baby shark head . It was sick . We had to pee in the water in the pitch black night .. that was way scary too lol .Ahh the mornign was so pretty too bad every1 was all grumpy. I wanted to stay and play in the water but every1 wanted to go home ! Gah ! . I left my bathing suit bottoms there but got a new pair like 2 days later hehe . Okwell im ima spend the night at Joshs tomorrow and im excited . Even tho im not allowed over there ... STILL ! you think they would get over that shit already .
( Burn out the day , Burn out the night )
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[7.25.05 @ 10:08pm] |
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OK so Laguna Beach's new season started tonight and wow I see tons of drama that is going to happen and Im way excited haha . Its the only reason for me loving the show so dman much .
So here was tonights Laguna Beach update ( im such a dork ):
.Jessica ( Deters ex gf ) has a hot NEW boyfriend named Jason . Hes gorgeous !
.Steven was never really that cute and I think Ive finally relized hes ugly and he kinda looks gay hah .
.Kristin and Steven should ahve stayed together becasue they were cute and now its really sad to seem them broken up .
.I dont think Lo appears in this season and that saddens me she was the best 1 of all lol .
.Im def jealous of Morgans clothes ...gr .
.Also very Jealous of Alex and how she can afford to go and buy $600 worth of Christian Dior shoes whenever the hell she wants to . I would be poor if I could do that cause Id buy all the diff saddle bags from there .
.Jessica is way ugly and I dont know what they see in her . She also said she doesnt like it when boys show butt crack when they wear thier board shorts .. dude thats totally HOT!
.The New girl has a damn huge house and i dont think im going to like her much . She also needs to touch up her roots of shes going to have bleach blonde hair .
.Those girls were singing Casey's song while in the limo ... casey knows /sings that Kelly Clarkson song like a mad man lol .
.AND I def think LC and Steven should hook it up becasue they would be the bestest couple ever becasue they were both singing along to JOURNEY in Stevens car . And that = awesomeness .
haha well i think im done rambling on about the lovely show haha . Its kinda sad that I just made a whole post dedicated to a tv show ..poor girl . Anyways tomorrow I get a haircut and a new hair color ... NO MORE YELLOW ENDS ! YAY!
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LMAO !
Just got news that Bark Bark bitch ( Priscilla ) got decked by Ellen . She would have been able to kick her ass fair n square if they wouldnt have gotten Ellen off of her .
And just so you know ... Im not spreading rumors , just typing what I read .
I dont know you Ellen but major props for being the 1 to finally call her ass out :)
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[6.27.05 @ 2:33pm] |
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Finally I get to get out of school at 1 from now on .. yay . No more seeing Josh tho , his TAKS classes are over .
Got my new bathing suit . Its hot , but I think its made for girls with huge boobies .
I finally got to meet Casey . He was pretty cool but kinda a dick .
Got to chill with a cool PUG . Meaning I want 1 sooner than I did before . His name is Leeroy who humps purple pillows and eats cardboard boxes .
Skipped class the other day and got to be with my baby before he had to go to work . Then he dropped me off at Cillas. I was there for like 10 mins and then her step dad told us he needed us to take him to the hospital because the night before he was drunk and fell . Lol we were there for like 2 hours . WE saw Michael Rodrigues .It ended up beign a cracked rib .. YIKES !
I made a new purse the other day .. but it sucks !
I made my Queen shirt smaller and next is Nora .
Glassjaws coming ... WTF? YAY !
I miss my Sonya Boneya muchos and I need to see her soon .
Im lusting for a Speedy 25 LV monagram handbag .. grr . It makes me want to get a job . Its effing gorgeous .
I bought a new makeup bag online yesterday , cant wait to get it . Internet shopping is way addicting .
AHh Im so angry! Josh's sister and I had some lil shindig ting happen and its lame . Cause Im not able to see mi Joshua anymore .. well at least go over there , PUH !
Oh Yea ... IM so excited I went down cillas slide the other day when we went swimming . I thought i would never go down that thing . It was fun tho . Jason made us all BBQ and we all just chilled and talked about stuff .
Thir purple item they bought is real pretty .
Running out of cars real fast , thanx to the morning visits from Josh lol .
We didnt go to warped tour .. and that saddens me .
CIlla I dont think that bitch is ready for whats coming up for her at Sounds of the underground ... lol .
I need to be 18 already , Im getting angry .
So I think me Cill and her cousin Manda are going to have a graduation party next year . Im not a party person , but whatever.
CILLA HAVE FUN IN CALI AND DO WHAT I TOLD YOU ! Oh and if you see something that reminds you of me you bettre get it . LOL JK .
Today I hit my knee on the corner of this counter thign and it hurt like a bitch . Im walking like a freakign old lady .. WTF ?
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Uh I feel like shit !
I miss my boyfriend , or least I know I will be missing him .
Today in class instead of Listening Trey me and Melissa played with stuff in the back of the class and made hand puppets . haha , this is why we failed science TAKS .
( This shit is bananas ....B-A-N-A-N-A-S ! )
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-AH growing my hair for senior pics sucks .
-Tom is real lame .
+New bathing suit is back on its way into my hands again , hopefully its the right 1 this time .
+I made a cool new friend .
-I def need to wash my hair ... its been over a week now .
- Less time with my lover now .
-Summer school = lameness but its my fault im there .
+Raul and Trey are def my entertainment for the day @ school .
-SG turing more porn lil by lil so not cool and must change.
-NO Humain Society anymore for us ... poor puppies and kitties . Shame on me :(
+Beach for sure this saterday , or im going to kill someone.
-I think i should kill a bitch for still talking shit when it was her boyfriends fault that any drama was caused .Its her journal and you decided to go and confront her on ... leave it be . No1 goes on your journal and causes anything on there . so if you dont want drama dont comment . Ignore it like the mature people you both are :)
-I miss my green hair more than you know .
-I still think i should go job hunting , even tho i really dont want it that bad and well chances are slim to none for finding one .
+Josh got his grand old job now .
-Cill going to my future home kills me .
-Havent been a cam whore in a long time .. i must take pics .
-i need money.
+made a cool new earring older out of something old school .
+made Josh a cool new stencil shirt ...im going to make myself one today . Buddha and dinos = pure sex!
+lovings have been just too great lately ... be jelous !
Ok im done !
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So things are better now . I still dont really trust him like I did before . But he's ensured me that he wont do anything that will hurt me again . Uh so summer school starts soon ... haha lovely . But it will give me something to do since I dont do much anyways . Ive spent like almost every other day with Josh and its been great . Haha hes a funny 1 . Last night me , his sis , bro , and him went to wal-mart lol since Jacob ddint want to go to the beach ... PUH ! I got some stuff and my floaty for when we finally get to go to the beach . Then we came home chilled and went to the mall <3 . When Josh went to go get McDonalds we had deciced we were going to go and play on the trampoline with the spinklers later on and we were going to make Josh go whether he wanted to get on it or not . We ended up doing it yay ! Our plan worked and it was real fun , except for getting scratched on the face , and almost killing my boyfriend by twisting his neck around with my thigh lol .... I freaking flew in the air when that happend .I also got my bathing suit that I had ordered yesterday too . The only bad thing was that it wasnt the right 1 . PUH ! But its ok cause im going to return it and they are going to give me another 20% off of my next purchase .... yay for back to school shopping , cause thats when i will use it . Im so scared . Senior pics are like next month ( well for me that is ) . Im going to finally professionally dye my hair brown and grow my hair out . Cause I cant really have the hair color that I want during school anyways . SO im just going to grow my hair out and then when i graduate chop that shit off and dye it those oh so pretty colors I want . I hate being broke . I feel so limited . I cant get all the cool fabrics I want and shop like crazy like I use to when I worked at Subway . GAH ! Oh well I dont really want a job but I know I should get 1 so I can save for New York next spring break . This year better go by fast , so I can get away from lame ass people I hate haha . Im going to try my hardest on my classes this year and not fuck up like this year . Gradudate ,do my basics here , and hope to go to my LA dream college and get the hell out of Texas for a long ass time . So um yea summer's been good and hopefully it will stay this way .
OH yea and I finally started working on doing my stenciling ! I did 1 shirt and it came out badass except for the fact it bled in the back but Im def going to fix that . Josh also learned how to make stencils so hes now the stencil maker , im the cutter , and we both are going to have the coolest shirts now . O and his sis too . cause thats how we roll suckas !
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I cant believe Im going to spend another summer in my room watching the food network and crying . From now on I need to relize no more relationships when it gets close to the summer becasue they always end in heart break right in time for summer to come .
So should you stay or should you go ? Thats the question thats been on my mind .
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OK so I just now finished my purse thing and im real excited !
So if you like it tell me so I can feel like I didnt do all that work for nothing ... ks
Aww yay .. Im so proud of myself even tho its not the preetiest thing ever .
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Uh its been awhile since Ive updated .
Last week was the farewell assembly , it was real sad . I mean yea there is a hand full of senior girls I couldnt wait to get rid of . But other than them Im really going to miss alot of the seniors . Next year when thats us graduating .... Im not going to have any1 saying bye bye to me .. other than the Juniors that dont like me ... which I could careless . Im actually really scared for next year because after that there's like a whole new chapter for every1 . Im going to for sure miss LESLIE , Rusty ,and Aarron ( the only other people still going to be at Carroll after we all graduate ) .
This weekend was great cause Josh's parents went out of town on Saterday . Friday we didnt do much .. just the norm . Watch Tv, nap , eat Whataburger, and have alone time .. hehe . Saterday we went and did some community service and we got to walk the cute doggys . Poor Josh got all the crazy ass hyper ones . But he ended up bonding with 1 of them . The white trash family took the dogs we wanted to walk . grrr to them ! I cant wait to do more community service there ... its fun . Then he took me home and I got all prettyfuls for him so he could pick me up later on that nite when his parents left . His sis and bro were being hella cool , so being the cool brother Josh is he took them to go get snowcones .. YUM ! HOLLY SHIT ....Alyissa actually drank with us . WEll more with Josh than me . It was great . She had some cool-aid and i think rum ? And I had strawberry Daquari stuff with rum ..I think ? It was actually real yummy . They played uno while listening to the GREAT *NSYNC! .. Haha it was too grreat ... I did all the lil dances that I could remeber . Oh how I <3 them ! WE had a plan for that night but umm that failed thanx to Josh and Jacob pillow fighting and Josh accidently hurt his bros foot . LMAO it was funny for a bit , then I got in trouble for laughing cause he was actually really hurt . I love how he got into Dad mode as soon as it happend tho , it was real cute . Then we made a pizza and went to sleep . Hehe but not befor the mall ... which i have to say was the prettiest it has ever been together . AYE QUE PRETTY! And it was great waking up to him in the morning .. Oh how I love you Joshua .
Im in love with Josh's effiin family . Well mostly his mommy who likes to keep things spicy ( haha massage book ), his crazy ass bro who talks to me on the phone , and Pepper the cat who likes to lay with me and cuddle !
This week is going good.Yesterday got Weinersnitzel with the boy and we saw Gabe and what not there . Hes so little . lol . Today I went to school for like 45 min thank god and I get to do it again . Thurs I go at 1-3 . Thats not too bad . Im real excited that school is over . Im not excited about summer school tho . How lame am I ? Poor me !
This year was real lame . There were ups ...
-Meeting Leslie !
-Getting with Mi Josh
-Having the greatest X-mas break ever and getting to hang out with the lovely kenny ( I wouldnt take it back for the world )
- getting over fuck head
-Hanging out with some badass people for awhile ..Abel , Jon,Kenny,Trey,and Josh .
-Learning to sew and getting my awesome sewing machine .
But there were also some downs .....
-Loosing my best friend ( which was the lamest part of this school year ) . Never thought me and him would actually get this far apart . I mean shit , we had just said earlier on in the year that no matter what group of friends we hung out with some how we managed to still be in the same group togther . I miss him muchos . But i guess things have to change sometimes .
-Shit talkers
-People who annoy the hell out of me
-Skanky lil girls
-Being hella jelous
-SHit teachers like Mrs. Palmer and Nye .
-Failing thier classes for the year .
Next year with def bee more stressful and hopefully not as much drama. Im going to keep to myself and do my work so I can freakign graduate and get the hell out of carroll . My goal for next year is to take my cosmetoligy classes and learn to do some makeup and cut some hair .
Grr to you Cilla for going to Cali without me sucka !
leslie ... Im looking forward to this aquraium thing ... We can def get Gnobli to do it .We'll do it as a team sucka ! Im going to miss you over the summer missy .
Im also going to miss my Chocolate friend .. KEVIN . I usualy doing get along with umm yea . But this guy was too funny . And he took it like a man when I shanked him with my seam ripper .
HAha Im glad the dumb bitch is leaving and hopefully I wont have to see her and her dumb British nose till prom next year . That is if thier still togther .. which im sure they will be .. lol .
Ahhh ok this is long enough Im done . Now its pic time ...
( Pictures like whoa ! )
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Aye im hurting !!!!!!! Haha cilla knows what im talking about ...LMAO !
WHoa now , we only have like 3 more weeks of school left and I really need to get my act together . Im hella behind in some of my classes . I cant wait to get the hell out of that fucking school . I dont have to see any of these fucks ever again . The only ones will be Cilla and Def Josh . Then hopefually Ill be out of this shit hole . AHh I hear nothing good about LA but my school is there and I know its where I want to go. And I guess if I dont like the life style up there then at least Ill have a good college background ( for my major that is ) and then ill come back to Texas or where ever and make something good of myself ...which I plan on doing . I <3 my sewing machine , but I need to learn to get some pacience . Oh well ....
Um so this weekend was another decent weekend . Some cool things , some gay things .
I officially hate Josh's dumb slut sister and I <3 his lil bro.I also Didnt get home till like 2 Friday night thanx to the dumb slut and her friends lil Baby Bash & Frankie J's lol concert bullshit . Her friend called me a dumb dumb and she looked like a whore in a short ass skirt .I think they ate peanut butter while there , cause the sluts had the effin giggles when they got in the car . I really felt like turing around and slapping them upside the head . I am now offically going to be the BIGGEST bitch to her from now on . I dont care anymore . Jacob is all I need to liek me , cause hes the shit who covers for us and likes big boobs lol .
Saterday we had our lil plan on staying home alone , but plans got ruined so we croozed around ,went to the park , and made a home made pizza ! OH i also got my pickle snowcone .. YAY . Too bad the muhow lady was trying to give me shit saying that they have never put pickles on top ...which in fact they do and have been doing sicne forever . I got real angry . I wanted that snowcone real bad so i got over it and payed extra for it . The lil bitch also didnt put lucis on top like they always do . So it lacked in taste . But non the less it still was delish . At like 12 at night Josh and I decided we wanted to make a pizza so we made a stop at HEB and picked up all the yummy ingridients . took us goofs a good amout of time to find the pizzza sauce . Poor us . Either way it was good . Jon and Texas stopped by for some peanut butter.
JON HAS A BABY BRO NOW ! How cute !
Mall was awsome this weekend ... let me tell you ! AYe ques pretty ! You dont liek then fuck off .
Umm thta Ruby lady gave me $50 dollars .
SUnday I ate at Macaroni Grill ( again ... grrr) and then we went to the mall nd it got new stuff yay! I ALSO SAW LESLIE ! .... YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im still in dire need of a job and its to the point of where its not even funny . IM even thinking about going back to Subway ... OH NO ! GOd loves me more than that .
I think I need to kill this Bitch named Laura because I think she needs to die . Wtf does she think shes doing ? He loves me and not her ... I will rip out her uterus and shove it down her throught if she even touches him ! Shes up too no good .
I talked to James ( Knee me in the balls ) and he totally came out and told me everything . About why hes alaays been a dick and so weird . hes actually a real smart guy now , and is a normal person when he wants to be . HEs even being a sober fuck now too ! Im proud .He hasnt been sober from weed, alochol,coke ,and pills in forver . Hes even giving up caffine .. wtf ? OH yea and he was never on steroids and a stripper in Cali either . Nor gay .... haha . Yea so for that update like a year ago umm .. its not true haha .
OH and every1 congradulate Josh for doing the same . Hes quitting smoking and drinking . Im not too happy about either of them . They didnt bother me . He knows how to act when he does both of them . Oh well , its his choice not mine . And i didnt even ask him to .. so dont go jumping to conclusions that I made him do that cause i didnt.
I wish that Ruby's condo was mine .
Haha this is real long . I shall update another time then .
PEACE !
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Umm so this weekend was not what I wanted it to be !
FRIDAY - My damn bird Ollie fucking died and made me cry hella bad , we buried him that night too ..*tear* . Went to Josh's thinking he was going to drive us to the condo to go watch the fireworks with me and mi familia , but umm no that so didnt happen . His dad decided to be a douche thanks to recent events of this week and wouldnt let him use to truck . So we ddint get to go have alone time at my house like we had decided . Either way we still went to the condo thanx to my gma for picking us up . We had semi fun there . Not quite the same kinda fun we would have had if we had had the cando all to our selves ... PUH .
SATERDAY - I got to go to Petsmart and Petoco with mi madre and took penny with us . She got a lot of attention as always . people didnt belive me that shes a grown doggy . Afterwards we went on my sewing supplies spree . Got $300 worth of stuff for my brand new sewing machine that I got . YAY ! Didnt see Josh thanx to his parents .
SUNDAy - Got my machine and sewed all day long and made my lil sewing center . I made a pretty purse that im still not done with becasue the handles are ebign gay and its real difficult .I also TOTALLY missed Horse and didnt go since JOsh wasnt going to be able to go and didnt get to follow with our lil plan we had for sunday. Im still really really pissed I ddint get to go . I really need to stop relying on him and get over my fear of fucking driving ! GAH
MONDAY - Joshua woke me up early to get dressed and get to his house early . It was decent . We had out first really pretty mall with nothing bad happening and no inturptions .. hehe . It was grand :) I finalyl got around to straightening his hair ...whoa his hair got long . Got to take a np .. it got hot .. puh ! and he finally got to use the truck .
SO yea this weekend wasnt great , it was all in all decent .I miss ollie , I miss kenny ( even tho both of us have moved on ) its hard knowing that we dont talk anymore and that ive lost a real good friend . I didnt see Horse and still really ticked about that .
Hopefully Josh gets on his dads good side again , cause i want to go to the carnival next weekend ! Funnel cake here i come ! Josh might come with me to Los Angelos since I might be going once I get out of high school . I love that boy muchos ! We've been fighting and argue quite a bit lately and it scares me . But everything is doing better now thank god !
Arg my hair is turning yellow at the tips and its driving me crazy . But i want NO chemicals in my hair for awhile and Im growing it out for once.
AHH I ORDERED MY SG ZIP-UP LAST NIGHT ! Im so effin excited ,plus i get mi 10 stickers too .. yay !
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OLLIE DIED !
Im soo sad . He didnt even get to go to the vets in the morning.
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So today we drove up to my house after school and noticied a lil birdy that was just sitting in the grass with his feathers all ruffed up . Cilla didnt seem to care but i did . So i ran in my house got my mommy and by the time she got her shoes on and we went outside he was sitting in the middle of the street with like cars flying beside him . At that time I totally started freaking out yelling and crying cause I didnt want him to get run over so My mommy ran inside while i stood by him and she got a towel . We brought him in and put him in a lil cage thing . I think a cat got to him and if so Ill find that bitch and kill it ! If my Ollie ( his name ) dies Ill be real sad . Tomarro hopefully i can find a ride to the aqarium because they couldnt take him today . So if any 1 wants to gogive me and Ollie a ride there youll go to heaven with me for saving a birdie . Umm but yea I hope he doesnt die before tomarro . pray for ollie .. ks !
This is ollie
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